Shock To The System ...

Dear sweet lord, I am shot.

After that glorious day or rest and quiet yesterday, I was up at 430 this morning, to take E to work so I could have the car. In another outward display of my recent inner changes, I decided last week to return to laser hair removal treatments. My first one in over two years was at noon today.

It was so wonderful to see Allyson again, who was such a big supporter back in 2009. We talked about how our lives are different, and even though she's a Muggle, I opened up a bit about shamanism, as a way of explaining that there was more than one way to look at a dilemma she's facing.

All that being said, laser hair removal hurts. More than that, though, it really fucks up the body's electrical system. I admit I'd forgotten that part. After a treatment, I end up feeling very inner, very vulnerable, not up for loud noises or contact of any kind, really.

So I spent the rest of the day up here, for very different reasons than yesterday, while E and J worked, and E taught yet another packed yoga class. I feel dirty but I can't shower, so even though it's early, I think I'm just gonna go to bed.