After writing that last entry, the rest of the morning and early afternoon were quiet. E had school, and then I took her to work. We were more than a little worried about money, but it all worked out. Then before I knew it, it was time to go to Jason's.
I was there for over three hours. Working on his computer. Trading him a Stravinsky box set for a Charles Lloyd album. (Like baseball cards for 21st century grown ups.) And of course talking. Talking about all the things. Like you do, when you're us.
Our last few sessions have been subpar, and actually, our money problems mean that I have to reduce seeing him to once a month. But today, at least, we had our "A" game, talking honestly and openly about my depression, the situation at the 'Seed, family stuff, etc.
We're going to make a point to spend social time together, to keep the heart connection strong during this time of belt tightening. He specifically mentioned that he wanted to crash an evening around The Table with dear Nancy, and that he wanted to try The Cake! We'll have to see if we can arrange that ...
All for now. Good night.
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