After yesterday's diversions, everything just felt slightly out of reach today. I wasn't as bottom of the barrel low as I've been, which is good, but in a way it was almost more frustrating. I would feel a bit of inspiration, but then not have the energy to follow up on it. Argh.
E was at school all morning, then worked from 2-1030pm. Bug got home from work around 4, and we hung out a bit, and then in a fit of near unprecedented foolishness, I accepted a freelance kirtan gig tomorrow night in Freehold. 'Cause fuck knows I need to be putting myself through that right now ...
I spent the next few hours berating myself, then when E got home we watched some Game of Thrones, and now it's time for bed, where I will undoubtedly berate myself some more in my dreams. Argh.
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